最近一直在想这个问题。我到底是不是适合学数学这科，甚至说我当初选择理工科是不是明智呢？高中文理分班时，我和大多数同学一样选择了理工类，当时以为，只有那些没希望的学生才会去文科班混日子。我似乎完全忽视了自己的兴趣，而只从一种急功近利的角度考虑问题，以为学理科更有出路，以后的选择也不象文科那样窄。我喜欢讨论古今中外的奇文异事，曾无数次被地理书上介绍的神奇景观而打动，也曾徜徉于历史的长河中体会着沧海桑田的力量，更为文学的美丽而痴狂。最后，我还是放弃了我的所爱，学习那些我完全不感兴趣的东西。这种感觉就象是被剥夺了自由，要知道，原本可以做文科的主人的我却沦为理科的奴隶。我现在依旧读着自己不感兴趣的书，为应付考试，做着枯燥无味的习题......我不敢想象要和它过一辈子.......就因为那一次失务的决定？

 Having just learned from Sophier that it's been getting cool in Beijing,I feel the same way.It is pouring down ouside ,extreme heat will be dispersed while great humidity will be brought on.I may have a nice sleep for the weather. I don't think cool weather can last long ,even a few hours of sunlight can make it tooo hot to live in here. Also accroding to Sophier,Lanzhou is a muti-raced city.Yup it is really the case there,tens of races inhabitate Lanzhou or areas around the city.Hui peolpe is the second densely populated race after Han,they are born merchants,especially good at making traditional Hui foods,such as Niu rou mian(beef noodles) .This reminds me of some of my intimate Hui racial friends or classmates,most of them drop out of school halfway,only to be found serving traditional hui foods to theri customers right in the streets.The Tibeten can also frequently be found on the streets,they are usually easy to be recognised for the color of their skin and the red faces.My first English teacher who ignited my interest in english is a Tibeten.There's no distict boundaries between minority group and han people, different cultures get blended and influnce one another,I've no idea whether it is a bad sign or not.

Sophier is a genius in literature,she can write as much as a whole page in the blog with excellent words and beautiful sentences. I admire her...  So this time i'm trying to write more,do u think it's ok?

男孩来城里打工,公司给了他一辆单车,从此他乘着单车努力的工作,为自己的理想而奋斗.他希望融如那个大都市,然而为了保住那辆单车和那份来之不易的工作,他却被弄的遍体鳞伤.难道他的怒吼没有惊醒我们那些"城里人"吗? 他死死的抓住那辆单车,单车又能为他带来什么呢? 在这样一个人情渐渐冷落,道德被违背,信义被摈弃的社会里,还有什么是值得我们捞捞抓住的呢?

Monitor has come up with a piece of good news,especially good for those are not well prepared for the Operation Research test,like me. I feel a bit relieved because the exam will be postponed until July the 7th.Since it is reschedualed ,i can relax for a while.With more time to make preparations, i'm sure the final results will be better.In the mean time, contradictions turn up,i have to alter the plan for this summer vacation .  Every coin has two sides,the delay of test means I have to stay here for a longer time,putting up with the unenduarable heat and humidity.

明天要考概率论了！复习了几天，满脑子 都是那些可怕的定义与公式，什么正态分布啊 ，泊松分布啊，真搞不懂，这些东西是怎么被那帮数学家琢磨出来的。他们当年的研究成果，成了现在折磨我们的资料。我们怎么就这么笨呢？人家研究出来的东西，我们怎么连学都学不会呢？说实在的，真的有点怕这个考试，主要是出题老师太变态，据说，他出题很难，而且不出书上的题目，我真的怕了他了！！！

Today I got through my last English test during my university cuz I won't learn more English for another two years left .I'm worried I may get into the trouble of forgetting my english ,for I stand little chace of using english in every day life ,especially when not an English lesson will be given.Well, maybe I'm pondering on that so much,anyway I will never drop English studies,I regard it as my hobby not my task laid down by other people.I know without a teacher's guide, I won't progress so rapidly than ever before,but i'll stick it out,no matter how hard it will be.

I really have a big plan for the approaching summer vacation,I even can't wait to be home.But when it comes to exams,I'm utterly frustrated,it's tooo hard to follow especially the damn operational research.I work too hard on it ,racking my brains, but no progress is made yet.I'm baffled! OOps!

现在是凌晨半点，中国队对德国对的比赛正在如火如荼的进行这，二比二平。中国队今天给了我们不少惊喜，开场不到四分钟就进了球。大家都在我们寝室看电视，足足有30个人，我们这小小空间已经到了容纳的极限。明天还要考试，今天连个好觉都睡不了，真是可怜。下学期，我将去一个没有电视的宿舍，想到这里，我也心安了许多。感觉很矛盾，一方面希望中国大胜德国进入8强，另一方面，又希望他们世青赛之旅就此划上句号。随遇而安吧，中国队，祝福你！！

Now it's 12.30 Pm,the soccer match between China and Germany is going on firecely ,a draw 2 to 2. Well, let it be. Come on ,China, God bless u!!!

I have his cell phone number and QQ and Email and alsmost all means of telecommunication but we are on the verge of losing out of touch.I've no idea what makes it so difficult for us to exchange anything deep inside us.Please don't withhold yourself and trust me ,u forget all about the times when we are together,u forget all the PE lessons and short breaks during which we played basketball ,u forget about all our brotherhood?I even wonder if u would take me for an unexpected guy if i came across u one day.I don't know the exact reason for the barrier between us. But one thing i can be sure of is  your jealous.Discard all ur jealous and hesitation !Maintain our friendship!!

终于到了要换宿舍的时候了，实在不想在这里住了。班长帮我们分好了宿舍，我第一次抽签的时候，很不幸，抽到了六人间。其实我无所谓了，只是我比较喜欢安静而已。后来情况有所变化，我被分到了四人间。我以后的室友将是王新新，全全，和班长。不错啊！

Sakura has relatively got relieved now but not completely relieved until July 3rd when her exams results will come out .Whether she is qualified for the entrance to the best high school in the province depands on the final result.I've never doubted that she is a genius,and always makes every effort.But this morning she told me she did not so well in the exams as expected before,especially she made a mess in the math exam according to her.In spite of all this mentioned above, i still have confidence in her though she failed to do her best .So Sakura, don't worry ,u'll make it ! Believe me and believe yourself,your elder brother always take ur side and pray for u!!!!

Oops!!Eventually,i'm here.Today,the network condition has been too bad for me to log on my sapce.I'm very much irritated by this.Fortunately it's got much better now.Oh my God!!!

This morning ,monitor came up with a piece of shocking news that we have to go through the Practise Project in advance.That means we will stay on campus for a shorter time than we had expected,but it is far from good news for us,Coz we have to tackle all the exams before thinking about the summer vacation.With the new schedual ,we will have very limited time preparing for the exams,i'm much too afaid of flunking a subject.I think the only way out is that i prepare myself all the time,day and night,even in my dream.

我也有了自己的个人空间。不知道什么时候起，这也成了一种时髦，我觉得自己应该不算是个爱干时髦的人，但还是被别人“富丽堂皇”的主业打动了，便手忙脚乱的弄起来了。可悲的是，到目前为止，我的space还是看起来很丑，南薇，燕，lina,所有高手们，给点意见啊！！！