I'm sitting in a dim internet cafe in Nanjing. Why am I in Nanjing? Well,I was on a business trip here. Unfortunately the stay is gonna be too long to call it a trip. And Why am I in a internet cafe? Because I didn't realse bringing a laptop ,when you travel on your own, was necessary until I found a well established internet access in the hotel and so much free time to kill. I'm alone  and sometimes I feel lonely for I don't know anyone here but I believe God is with me and He knows what I need and He'll make the way. Meanwhile, I'm sure many people are caring about me because they love me , which is also a way how God works because love is the essential propoerty of God or we say God is love. I pick myself up  by remembering that every time I feel down.

 

It's the most fruitful day I've ever had ! I went to an orphanage where I met with boys and god's love. Most of the orphans are physically challenged and was abandaned by their parents. A 18 year old boy who used to be paralyzed the whole body except one arm was miraculously healed just several days after he determined to follow Jesus. He used to be a nobody with no one's love straying on the street worrying over the next meal and shelter.Now he has become an witness to glorify and blessed.

Since the job market has never been tighter than it is now, we,fresh geraduated, are confronted with the most severe situation ever in history.Financial meltdown and economic downturn together with unprecedentedly large number of graduates pouring out of school make the situation even worse than any time in history,which leads to lots of jobs being lost and assets vaporated.Even white collars are worrying over their jobs,how is it possible for us fresh graduates to get a decent job? As a matter of fact,it is possible. Jason is tortured by a fianl decison to choose which company (top 500) he is going to sign. Absolute capability earns him many choices even in a tight job market.

  Looking up to him and learning from him is my way out. 

The cataclysm has already brought us into unprecedented patriotism and solidarity. Both medical and financial aid is being reported to pour into disaster areas from every corner of our society. We all know it is in SIchuan province where the earthquake arised but the affected area is much more than that. the neighbouring province Gansu is left behind by most of our country fellows even by our govenment. I'm sure u've  so far heard nothing about the what was going on in Gansu's disaster aeras but some vague death toll. No attention has been drawn to the most affected province only second to sichuan .As China's most impoverished part,the mass reconstruction and allocation of refugees has clearly gone beyond the local govenment's capability. Actually, Gansu is the province that has long been forgotten by the rest of the nation.I still member when I first entered university and people made self introduction, lots of people mistook my homecity lanzhou for something in Jiangsu. Shocked by their lack of common sense, I directly told them i came from Gansu in hopes that they at least know the province, however , this furthur explanation incure less response than the previous one, they even thought gansu is somewhere in Yan'an.

 

It has been 7 days since the catastrophe hit southwestern china's Sichuan province. All the nation stood in silence to comdole with  and pray for the victims.

Nowadays, with the unprecedented amount of graduates pouring out of universities and colleges, the nation’s job market becomes tight and a regular job is getting harder to get, let alone a dream job.

   However , my dream job is to be an international tour guide. I like sightseeing and meeting people from different backgrounds, the best combination of my two interests I can think up is to be a tour guide. I can even vision how I work: I show a group of foreign friends around every corner of the country. I have them experience the breathtaking natural sceneries and what recent changes have taken place across the country and how Chinese peoples’ lifestyle becomes different from ever before. I can lead them to north Xinjiang to see the vast meadow and huge snow-capped mountains which can not be only achieved in Switzerland. And I have them go to Dunhuang to see the gorgeous sculptures and frescos to see the brilliant Chinese culture of ancient times. I’ll bring them to Tibet to immerse them in a real exotic culture and let them know world shaking changes taking place and how much effort the Chinese government puts to preserve tibet’s religious freedom and to improve Tibetan people’s living standard.

   Now you see my passion in tour guiding . But the reality is that I’m a math major, what I have to is do my own job well. Probably , my future job has nothing to do with my dream job, but it’s my dream afterall, I’m sure one day I can fulfill it.

Unlike western media’s intention to politize the Beijing Games, I by no means meant to politize my own page. However, as an upright,conscientious Chinese , I have to leave something in here.

Recent current affairs are an array of intentions to sabatage the Olympics and to embarrass China manipulated by Western mass media ,behind whom are western political powers. They claim tibet’s freedom without knowing Tibeten people are living under the finest liberty ever in history. They urge China to hold talks with Dalai without arguing all the unrest and riot and rummpage in Tibet was instigated by their own “spiritual leader”. They bash China without caring whar painstking job China did to provide the rest of the world with an excellent Olympic. Maybe, they don’t know , maybe they don’t care .All they want is just to crack down on China’s upworld mobility and Chinese people’s patriotism.

SO I call on Chinese people to unite and make more painstaking efforts to make our country a superpower in the world.Only in this way can we smash their conspiracy.

With my suspended insterest in SOA and two optional lessons,I endow myself with more idle time than ever before. And i've decided to make a big move: to learn to paly tennis. I have a special feeling for elegant , nonviolent sports, so I choose tennis. It can not only promote my health but also help me meet people and network with people. Unlike most of the boys at my age, I play little basketball which i think requires too much crash and injuries.

 TOday i reject  China mobile's offer where they wanted me to interprete during China inport and export commodity fair (广交会) on account of a low wage rate and tooo frequent shifts. With my knowlege and ablility and good health,i can make good money in future. NOt necessarily NOW!

Time goes by as it used to while I find time stretching longer and longer than any time before.I officially focus on my final paper and the related preparatory work, but the reality turns out that I'm not in a position to concentrate on the last task laid down during my undergraduate period,which is worth 15 credits without which i can by no means get the diploma.

It's undeniable that i'm lucky cuz i've already earned a chance for further study in a prestigious university. Although not loaded with burdens of job hunting or impending exams , i feel worried ...maybe a little dimayed about nothing to do and simultanously feeling empty.

Just the day after I was back from Guangzhou,XIang and Yaya left for the city. Today they are just coming back when Wangming and Guangxin make a decision to go to guangzhou for job hunting. What magic destiney brings all of my classmates to the same destination! Qing's left for his wife and Bing's gonna take her wife home to meet his parents. And I don't even have a gal pal. Now I'm feeling a little bit down when coming to know my several clsoe friends are leaving me alone . But i'm still happy for them who's determined to pursue theri way to success. May they make theri trip fruitful ...

My question is , what i should do to tolerate an empty room.

 Obviously my blog's failed to gain much  popularity among my online relaions cos only one comment has been there since i updated my page last time four weeks ago. Although my page is not a much-clicked one, i still have passion to continue with it in the future cos it's been here for almost 2 years' time during which I transformed from a freshman to a veteran, especially i accomplished the entrance qulification to a prestigous university for my graduate study. All in all , my pecious page has been accompanying me and keeping a track of what i learnt and what i thought of how the world works for the last two years of school therefore i'll by no means to dump it , which now i assume is an act to sellout a history.

      I finally enrolled in the Sun-Yat university which ranks among the top ten universities in China. The university used to be my dream destination when i was a high school student. What i couldn't expect 4 years ago is that i did not realise my dream until my undergraduate period begins.The only thing that i feel uncomfortable about is that i failed to get the 10000  worth of scholarship ,which means i have to pay tuition all by myself. Anyway,i hope to earn some money this summer.

 Hii,guys! I'm here again, since i've been away from this blog for too long a time,you may not remember me any more,right?

Apparently,my entusiasm for the whole weblog thing is fading, and i do doubt about the necessity of its exsitence.

If you want me to continue updating my space ,please let a comment.

I can hardly believe that it's been as long as two months since I got this page updated last time, during the two months that's just passed, my entire life was focused on getting prepared for the exam which i used to assume could change the way that my future works. After all my dedication , I took the test and i don't think i did as well as i had once thought. Not worrying about the results , i've come to think the results and the whole test is actually no big deal .No matter what the results will be, I'm sure nothing can hold back the confidence and devotion that i've built on my way toward the outside world...

Since the vast majority of the task this semester has been tackled, i need to think about my winter vacation as well as my Chinese new year.I'm sure lots of thing there await me to enjoy and i won't let anything ruin my enjoyable feelings!!! 

Although China's economy enjoys the highest level of increase rate in the world ,most Chinese people find life has been harder than just ten years ago. It is the foreign investment and export rather than interior comsumption that give the impetus for china's economy. People's income fails to increase corresponding with GDP's increase rate even a bit more slowly than the rate of living expenses. Worse still, nowadays people have to save up for education (the univesity tuition fee is 15 times as much as 15 years ago),housing expense which has rocketed to the sky in some cities,and medical care, all of which are described as the Three New mountains trampling on chinese people.

　是不是最近太忙了，为什么不更新个人空间呢？　最近是有些忙，但还没有忙到连spcae都没时间写的地步，只是现在的心思不在这儿了．　不错啊，快毕业了，也该是时候为自己的前途张罗张罗，上周考研报名了，不管结果怎样，拼！

  I am feeling really under the weather right now,which turned out to a proper excuse for hooky playing ,more importantly,a precious I'm endowed with a precious chace to sit at the computer desk leaving all worries behind for now. Some one says i'm a negative person for what they notice in my blog is nothing but worries ,sadness or the uncertaties about future. Perhaps they are right. I should learn to cherish what i've already owned instead of screwing it up for something meaningless. 

考试再重要，未来再不确定，日子还总是要过的，今天是节假日，所以这节日还是要过的．这个国家的人在这个节日都做一见事，那就是逛．有人去国外逛，有人去外地逛，有人就在本城逛，我就去同学家逛．

同学家就住本城，可偏偏倒了三趟车，最后还要做摩托车，一路颠簸，折腾了１个多小时．他家很大，也挺干净，就是周围环境不怎么好，由于些吵．同学还亲自下橱给我们烧菜，手艺在我们这群人当中绝对是一流的！